Blank
Yesterday i met up with my gurl Wendy for couple of hours. The weather matched how i felt inside. Dark and cloudy, not to mention it rain like it hasn’t rain for ages. Usually i hate the rain. I would tell people i’m allergic to the rain. That’s how much i hate rain. But it really didn’t matter to me yesterday. I walked around like nothing.
Have you ever felt like your body is in one place and your mind is in another. I know i had lunch, walked around, chatted with my gurl. But my mind was actually blank, just blank. Not really thinking about anything or feeling anything. Not sad, mad, upset, nor happy. Just plain old blank. Just so tired. Don’t want to do anything. Don’t want to think about anything. Just BLANK.