Work in Progress.
The augment between me and papa bear had for these couple of months. Would equal up to 3-4 years of augment for normal couple. It is so strange that everytime i argue with him. I get really sleepy. Weird but true. We truly care about each other. But i have to admit, there are issuesssssss we have to work on if we want to be together. Hey, marriage is not easy. Like i said i previously. I’m tired. Either i’m going to jump off a roof or two or go crazy. I really don’t see a good ending to this if we both keep it up. I’m going to see if we can work it out. Slowly, hopefully peacefully. Taking everything one breath at a time. I can’t even handle one step at a time anymore. Is too intense for me as of right now. My body could only take so much stress.
We would really need to sit down and talk about everything. One topic at a time. Before doing all that. I just want to enjoy the holiday and the coming of the new year. Just relax. At least if is still doesn’t work out. I have nothing to say and that i have tried my very best of my ability. Just cross fingers and pray for the best.